COMpleTION - complete!!!! yehey!!! i am soooo happy.....

i am soooo happy and sooo thankful that i am done to my completion. OR minor to major , DR cord care, handling, assist. yehey!!!! though i still need to signed all duty forms to the nurse, c.i and to our dean. though, i still need to finish HIV. though i am not yet done to overall requirements and a lot of things needs to finish but still i am happy coz atleast i finish my completion, this is the most important and number one requirement in the pRC. this coming june a lot of things need to pay for. Hoping to get my transcript as easy and as early. i hope that i can choose a good review center that would help me and gives me tips in taking the board exam..i am half excited and half nervous to enroll in a review center this coming august and to take a board exam this coming december. this year is gonna a tough and so pressure to me! i may not know the result of this but i have a positive feeling for this. i really want to pass the board exam. i know i can make it!! go for GOLD!!!

what makes me challenge!.....is to wake up early in the morning.....

i am a nocturnal type of person and i am thinking if i could take it when review days will come coz it is normally schedule at 8 am. and i dont like to wake up as early as 5-6 am. it will take an hour with the traffic before i reach to the downtown. i hope i can change my lifestyle and my body will drive in. it is still month of may, but kinda weird coz i am thinking of it. gosh!!!.....mmmmmmm...sounds like excited...it is actually a big challenge to me!

dough reci

Every empanada recipe starts with the dough. Here is a simple empanada dough made with flour, salt, water, egg, vinegar and shortening.

Prep Time: 15 minutes

Cook Time: 1 hour

Total Time: 1 hour, 15 minutes

Ingredients:

• 3 cups flour (plus a little more for kneading)
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1/2 cup cold water
• 1 egg
• 1 egg white
• 1 teaspoon vinegar
• 3 tablespoons shortening

Preparation:

1. In a bowl, beat the water, egg, egg white and vinegar together. Set aside.

2. In a separate bowl, mix together the 3 cups of flour and salt.

3. Cut the shortening into the flour mix with a pastry blender or two butter knives. Make a well in the center of the flour mix and pour the liquid ingredients from the first bowl into the center.

4. Mix the wet and dry ingredients with a fork until it becomes stiff.

5. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured surface. Knead it just until all the flour is incorporated and the dough is smooth.

6. Wrap the dough in plastic and refrigerate for at least 1 hour, but never more than 24 hours.

Tip: If you want to keep the dough longer than 24 hours, you can freeze it.

17 Ways Exercise Sends Health Soaring

Besides losing weight, being active makes you healthier, happier, and sharper

When most of us launch into a new fitness routine, it is for one common reason: to shed fat. But it turns out focusing on your weight loss goal alone can slash your odds of success by over half, say researchers. A better inspiration: The amazing health rewards you get by being active. Finding the right motivation can make you 70% more likely to keep it up for the long haul, reports the American College of Sports Medicine.

Next time you're too busy, tired, or achy to lace up your sneakers, remember these health-transforming benefits of exercise.

1. Be Happier at Work
Increase productivity...and maybe get a raise

An active lifestyle may help you check off extra items on your to-do list, says a study from the University of Bristol in the United Kingdom. On days staffers participated in on-site fitness activities, they reported thinking more clearly, getting more done, and interacting more effectively with colleagues. You'll be less likely to miss work due to illness, too. Research shows that people who participate in vigorous leisure-time physical activity (such as jogging or bicycling) just once or twice a week take about half the sick time of those who are more sedentary.

Do this: Sign up for workplace fitness classes. None on-site? Recruit coworkers to go for a lunch hour power walk. Or ask HR to designate a room for a noontime stretching or workout session, using DVD instruction.

2. Improve Your Vocabulary
Brush up on your Scrabble skills

A single treadmill session can make you brainier. Exercisers who ran just two 3-minute sprints, with a 2-minute break in between, learned new words 20% faster than those who rested, in a University of Muenster in Germany study. Getting your heart pumping increases blood flow, delivering more oxygen to your noggin. It also spurs new growth in the areas of the brain that control multitasking, planning, and memory.

Do this: Add a bout of exercise, like running up and down the stairs, before trying to memorize anything--say, Spanish phrases for your trip to Mexico.

3. Get Natural Pain Relief
Keep moving to ease stiff, achy joints

It may seem counterintuitive, but rest isn't necessarily best for reducing pain and stiffness in the knees, shoulders, back, or neck. Healthy adults who did aerobic activity consistently had 25% less musculoskeletal pain than their couch-bound peers, says Stanford senior research scientist Bonnie Bruce, DrPH, MPH, RD.

Exercise releases endorphins, the body's natural pain reliever, and may make you less vulnerable to tiny tears in muscles and tendons. Staying active can also provide relief for chronic conditions such as arthritis: In a University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill study, arthritis sufferers experienced 25% less pain and 16% less stiffness after 6 months of low-impact exercise like balance and strengthening moves. Most people start to feel improvement within a few weeks, says study author Leigh Callahan, PhD, an associate professor of medicine at UNC.

Do this: Practice yoga or tai chi twice a week; both increase flexibility and range of motion and reduce pain.

4. Feel Sexy at Any Size
Flaunt a figure you can be proud of

A good workout practically ensures a better body image. The simple act of exercising-regardless of your weight or fitness level-can make you feel positive about how you look, possibly due to the release of feel-good hormones, finds a review of 57 studies on exercise and body image.

Working out can also boost your libido by increasing blood flow to the genitals. University of Washington research found that just one 20-minute cycling workout enhanced sexual arousal up to 169% in women. And the benefits stand the test of time: A Harvard study of swimmers found that those over age 60 were as satisfied sexually as those decades younger.

Do this: Try 20 minutes of aerobics before a romantic evening. To feel good naked anytime, walk or do yoga daily.

5. Lower Dental Bills
A health-boost worth smiling about

Flossing and brushing, it turns out, are not the only keys to a healthy smile, says Mohammad Al-Zahrani, DDS, PhD, a former associate professor at Case Western Reserve University. Exercise plays an important role, too. In his recent study, Al-Zahrani discovered that adults who did 30 minutes of moderate activity 5 or more times a week were 42% less likely to suffer from periodontitis, a gum disease that's more common as you get older. Working out may thwart periodontitis the same way it does heart disease--by lowering levels of inflammation-causing C-reactive protein in the blood.

Do this: In addition to staying active, get a twice-yearly dental cleaning (or more often if your dentist says you are at high risk for gum disease).

6. Unlock Hidden Energy
Rouse your body out of a slump

If you're among the 50% of adults who report feeling tired at least 1 day a week, skip the java and go for a walk. University of Georgia researchers who analyzed 70 different studies concluded that moving your body increases energy and reduces fatigue. Regular exercise boosts certain fatigue-fighting brain chemicals such as norepinephrine and dopamine, which pep you up, and serotonin, a mood enhancer.

Do this: Take a 20-minute stroll for a quick pick-me-up, or aim for 40 minutes of activity daily for a sustained lift.

7. Shrink Stress Fat
Combat anxiety-related weight gain

Just two 40-minute workouts a week is enough to stop dangerous belly fat in its tracks, according to University of Alabama at Birmingham research. The waistline of those who worked out less expanded an average of 3 inches. Exercise may lower levels of hormones such as cortisol that promotes belly fat.

8. Slash Cold Risk 33%
Build up your body's defenses

Moderate exercise doesn't just rev your metabolism--it boosts your immune system, too, helping your body fight off cold bugs and other germs. Women ages 50 to 75 who did 45 minutes of cardio, 5 days a week, had a third as many colds as those who did once-weekly stretching sessions, a University of Washington study found.

Do this: Add more cardio to your routine by turning your walk into a run.

9. Improve Vision
Carrots are great, but exercise might be better

What's good for your heart is good for your eyes. An active lifestyle can cut your risk of age-related macular degeneration by up to 70%, according to a British Journal of Ophthalmology study of 4,000 adults. This incurable disease makes reading, driving, and seeing fine details difficult, and it's the most common cause of blindness after age 60.

Do this: Protect your eyes during all outdoor activities (if you're a walker, shoot for a mile a day). Be sure to wear UVA/UVB-blocking sunglasses all year long.

10. Reach the Deep-Sleep Zone
Decent shut-eye is not a far off dream

Say good night to poor sleep. Women age 60 and older who walked or danced for at least an hour, four times a week, woke up half as often and slept an average 48 minutes more a night than sedentary women, according to a study in the journal Sleep Medicine. That is good news for the many women who toss and turn more as they get older. As you age, sleep patterns start shifting, so you spend more of the night in lighter sleep phases, says Shawn Youngstedt, PhD, an assistant professor of exercise science at the University of South Carolina.

Do this: Aim to exercise for at least half an hour, even if it's after a long day. Evidence suggests that for most people, light to moderate activity in the evening won't disturb sleep, though trial and error will tell you what works for you.

11. Never Get Diabetes
Walk to keep your blood sugar in check

Walking 2 miles 5 times a week may be more effective at preventing diabetes than running nearly twice as much, report Duke University researchers. Because fat is the primary fuel for moderate exercise, walking may better improve the body's ability to release insulin and control blood sugar.

Do this: Start a walking program

12. Eliminate Belly Bloat
Shrink the muffin top

The next time you feel puffy around the middle, resist the urge to stay put. A study from Spain's Autonomous University of Barcelona suggests that mild physical activity clears gas and alleviates bloating. That's because increasing your heart rate and breathing stimulates the natural contractions of the intestinal muscles, helping to prevent constipation and gas buildup by expediting digestion.

Do this: Walk or pedal lightly on a bike until you feel better.

13. Clear Out Brain Fog
Build your mental muscle

Exercise is linked to a lower risk of Alzheimer's disease among older people; now, new research shows it can prevent brain fog at a much younger age too. Japanese researchers assigned sedentary young adults to two groups; one took aerobic exercise classes, and the other did not. After 4 months, MRIs revealed that the nonexercising group experienced shrinkage of gray matter in some areas of the brain, while the active participants had no change.

Do this: Try a new fitness routine, or sign up for a new class at the gym. Besides the obvious benefit of getting a workout, trying something fresh can help stimulate the growth of brain cells.

14. Save Your Heart
Reduce dangerous inflammation

Sedentary, obese women age 50 and older who began exercising lowered their levels of C-reactive protein-an inflammatory blood marker linked to heart disease—by 10% after 1 year, found research recently published in Medicine & Science in Sports & Exercise.

15. Add Years to Your Life
Stay healthy and active for years to come

Being physically fit can actually change how your body works. Vigorous exercisers have longer telomeres-cellular biomarkers that shorten as we age-compared with healthy adults who rarely work out.

16. Ease Your Ailments
Heal your body with yoga

Yoga has a well-earned reputation as a surefire stress reducer (particularly when combined with meditation), and new studies show the simple stretching regimen can also help treat and prevent a number of other ailments, from back pain to diabetes. Other research reveals regular yoga practice can put an end to mindless eating by creating an outlet for emotions that can lead to binging. Unfortunately, less than 15% of women over age 35 say they do yoga frequently, according to the National Sporting Goods Association.

17. Survive Breast Cancer
Increase your defenses against the disease

Exercise not only reduces breast cancer risk, it can also save your life if you're diagnosed. Overweight women who were exercising more than 3 hours a week before they were diagnosed were 47% less likely to die than those who exercised less than a half hour per week.

Do this: Sneak in mini bouts of exercise. Take a quick walk when you get the morning paper, hit the stairs before lunch, or knock out a few pushups and crunches while watching TV. Just two to three 10-minute workouts a day is enough to fill your quota for the week.

my wish list

many things i left and took for granted like, playing the piano. i was a pianist for four years. and i play the guitar when i was in high school, but i took them for granted, i dont know how it had happened, maybe because i was disorganized person, and sick and tired of all the pressured and dictates of my A. i tried to escaped and tried to recognize or to know what i really want and how to live my life. so many frustrations, failures and regrets. but now here i am dreaming again and never stop dreaming.

my wish list

i am woman with full of dreams and wishes and praying that one day, someday it will all come true.

ONE DAY,SOMEDAY...plans and goals i wanna pursue it.wish and dreams i want them all come true...

25 list a year from now.

1. I believe i will be a REGISTERED NURSE soooooo SOON!!
2. i will get an ID for an IV therapist.
3. be a NCLEX passer
4. be an IELTS passer
5. volunteer to a home for agent
6. i want to have my own laptop and i want it as a gift from a friend...hehehhe
7. i want to have my own keyboard piano and guitar. And i want them both within this year!!!hehehehe...wish...wish...wish....wish....
8. training at DMC
9. i want to get a job as a company Nurse at a call center or at Nccc Mall...
10. i want to work abroad that can give me a good salary so i could save money.
11. i want to give my parents their dream house.
12. i want to give my parents a farm and a business.
13. i always want to be a passionate baker that someday i can be a good, good in to bake cakes.
14. i want to have my own business. a restaurant or cake shop.
15. i will have and build my ever dream house that inside with my ever big dream kitchen.!
16. i will have my own car.
17. i wish that mr. p. will ask my number and ask me a date!!mmmmmmm..someday,one day. m y gosh!!soooo much of waiting...but never tired of wanting him.mmmm..i dont know why......
18. i want to teach shelle to play a piano.
19. one day i will be a pianist again at church and play for the ward choir.
20. i will be sexy again!
21. i dream one day to marry in Gods Temple. only Heaven knows.
22. i always wish that my parents will be together again. i want my father back. and i always wish they always have a good, good health.
23. i always dream and wish that my brothers and their families will be part in the true church. i wish my brother jo will change and organized his life together with his family, i dont know which wife, but hoping that he will be responsible for his self and to his wives and his childrens, i always pray that he will always have a good job, and he will be a good provider, i hope he will think about brain. i always pray that he will change.!!.....no more vices. i pray my sister will get married someday to a man who will love her and care for her. a man who is always good to her...please............... not to mr. m. my brother glenn, wish him always happy and everything will be good.
24. i love my lola and i always want her to be happy. how i wish my uncle june will still have a chance to get marry to the right woman. my auntie, id never expect her to love me bcoz i know no matter what happen she never feel it. and i accepted it. wish her have a good health.
25. i always want to marry a man that is gift from heaven.

i believe that thy strength shall be according to the measure of thy desire...
i believe nothing is impossible to our heavenly father..ask and believe that yea receive them, and shall have them. Amen.....

This recipe was submitted by Cecil, a rapper who decided to make cake and didn't have any frosting, so he made up his own recipe.

Rapper's Frosting

Hershey's Kisses candies, about 20
Bar of dark chocolate
3 tablespoons butter
1/3 cup milk

Add chocolate, butter, and milk to a saucpan. Stir until butter melts on medium heat. Bring to a boil, then remove from heat. Pour into a bowl and place in the fridge until it cools. Next add a little more milk and whip vigorously for a few minutes until it looks like the frosting you buy at the store, except tastes a lot better!


This is the easiest homemade icing to make. It's our family's favorite.

Quick and Easy Powdered Sugar Icing

2 cups powdered sugar (sifted)
1/2 teaspoon vanilla
2 tablespoons milk

Mix the powdered sugar with the vanilla and milk. Then add more milk a bit at a time until it is thin enough to drizzle over a cake. Once you've iced your cake, it's best to let it stand for one or two hours.

To make chocolate icing, add two tablespoons cocoa powder when you mix the powdered sugar and follow the rest of the recipe above.

Thick Vanilla Frosting

1 cup shortening
2 teaspoons vanilla
4 cups powdered sugar (sifted)
4 tablespoons milk

Beat together shortening and vanilla for 30 seconds medium speed with an electric mixer. Add 2 cups of powdered sugar a bit at a time while beating. Then add 2 tablespoons milk. Slowly add in the rest of the powdered sugar and the rest of the milk until you get the right thickness for your frosting.

Cream Cheese Frosting

1 6 ounce package cream cheese
2 teaspoons vanilla
1/2 cup butter
4 cups powdered sugar (sifted)

Beat together cream cheese, vanilla, and butter until fluffy. Slowly add powdered sugar 1/2 cup at a time until the frosting is the right thickness to spread on cake. Keep in the refrigerator until serving.

The "tangy" cream cheese frosting flavor is a real hit on top of all kinds of cakes.



Chocolate Butter Frosting

1/2 cup butter
1/4 cup cocoa powder
1/3 cup milk
2 cups powdered sugar (sifted)
1/2 cup chopped nuts (pecans are nice)

Heat butter, cocoa, and milk and bring to a boil. Add powdered sugar and beat until nice and smooth. Add chopped nuts and stir.

Peanut Butter Frosting

2 tablespoons butter
1/2 cup evaporated milk
1 cup sugar
1/2 cup peanut butter (smooth or crunchy)
1 teaspoon vanilla

Heat butter, milk and sugar and boil for 2 minutes. Add peanut butter and vanilla and stir until smooth.

Do you have your own homemade icing and frosting recipes? If you have peanut butter frosting recipes, vanilla frosting recipes, cream cheese frosting recipes, or anything chocolate send in your best recipe.

i learned six tips to stay financially stable

i am an internet addict as it is, so when i was flipping on internet and chanced upon suze orman (a best selling author, a favorite guest of larry king and other cnn shows because of her expert personal financial advice) , of course i just had to watch on you tube in Oprah's talk show . and.. take down notes.. amidst all the worldwide economic problems, it is good to hear these five simple tips that will help all of us stay worry free financially.

1. make sure you have a safe savings account
2. pay off your credit card debt
3. have health and life insurance
4. invest in a retirement plan
5. stop spending more than you can afford.

but as christian this is my six simple tips to stay financially stable.

1. pay your TITHING with 100% pure heart.
2. make sure you have a safe savings account
3. pay off your credit card debt
4. have health and life insurance
5. invest in a retirement plan
6. stop spending more than you can afford.

simple! and pretty basic! but things we sort of forget and overlook. i love chancing upon educational episodes of anything on internet or on tv.


i hope you learn something guys!!!

I'd love to make you mine
'Cause it's the only way to hold you
In my wild imagination
Still don't know how
To grab a chance and spend some time
In just a simple conversation

Refrain:
Just give it a try
Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky
I wanna hold you in my dreams
And make believe that it's true
Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do
'Cause you're a star
People love you as you are
You're a million miles away from me

Wished that you were here
'Cause it's illusions every time you're close to me
And sing my love songs
And it's the only way
I could tell the whole world I love you
Although you're a million miles away

Refrain:
Just give it a try
Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky
I wanna hold you in my dreams
And make believe that it's true
Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do
'Cause you're a star
You're a star
You're a star

(Instrumental)

Refrain:
Just give it a try
Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky
I wanna hold you in my dreams
And make believe that it's true
Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do
'Cause you're a star
You're a star
You're a star
Million miles away from me...

its uncle junes bday tomorrow and today i have to meet pedgen and besy for pictorial at MTS. im in a rush coz there is no water.ggggrrrrrr.........................!!!

old friend

my closed friend harlie from HS chat window popped up saying "how are you?" we ended up chatting for an hour and ended up comparing how different our lives were a year ago, to now. sooo different!! as in!! shes married and im still single.hahahahah!!!priorities have changed, outlooks have changed, so much growing up took place, so much moving on took place.. its amazing. it actually gets you half excited and half scared of how different things will be one year from now!

i am an internet addict!!and i read this kinda, sorta game!..called 25 random things about me

this list called "25 random things about me"started to spread on the internet. basically, you are supposed to write just that, 25 random things, facts, trivia about you, so that people will get to know more about you. at first, i told myself i wouldn't ride the bandwagon, although i admit that i did enjoy reading other people's lists! until days passed and i got to read more and more, saw other people's random trivia that were similar to mine, i decided na makiki-uso na din ako. enjoy pala siyang gawin ah! enjoy writing your own lists!

1. i want to be like tweety de leon, when i grow up.

2. i love music. music is one thing that makes me alive. i can express my emotions. i play the piano but not that good.i was actually forced to play the piano, guitar was my first choice but no regrets.!

3. i always wanted to be a newscaster.

4. i never went to any prom.

5. i dreamed of one day being on Broadway. i really love leah salonga. i can not forget when i was in grade 5, there was a program in our school and each section should present a drama. my classmates push me to audition kay baga man ko nawong.i was shock that i was chosen to played the role of MAGDALENA kuno but the story is not about magdalena jud.murag ana lang. the character of magdalena is rebellious. she lost her virginity at age 13,she got pregannt for many times and aborted them. when she saw her classmates graduate in HS, she realized, that i hope i did not waste the time.and she sing the line ^ive been crying for unborn children that supposed made me complete, ive been to paradise but never been to me^. she got pregnant again to the man she thinks that would change her life and she did not abort the baby anymore. pero nung nakasama na niya yong boy bog2x sirado diay siya. ang ending kay nag uli lang gihapon siya sa iyang parents and she asked her papa^nais kong malaman ang maili sa katotohanan..and the papa answered ^batang bata kapa at marami kapang dapat malaman at intindihin sa mundo....ending na siya.....actually it was a good story hindi ko na elborate ng maayos Kapoy.hehehe...kinakanta namin ang sinasabi namin instead of using dialogues or words....ang mga song namin kay like a virgin and papa dont preach by madona,never been to me, anak,at marami pa..LESSON!!! ang buhay ay weather, weather lang joke!! we must listen to our parents and take their advice bcoz they know better than us.

6. i always want to have a world map where i mark all the places i want to go!!!

7. most people i meet they always have this first impression-, palahubog, chain smoker, and bugay or bogoy, gimikira. lahat na ata ng bad namention nila...harsh noh.!mas harsh pa talaga, they woundnt believe me that i go to church every sunday..lagota oi.!!ehhehee..pero ok lng yon..mas mabuti na rin yon kaysa umpisa mukhang berhen ka pero napakahudas naman ng ugali mo...maganda na rin yong umpisa bogoy ang dating pero buotan diay to...dibuh...

8. i always dream to go to the most beautiful beach in Asia and wear my sexy swimsuit.
i remember, i was 12 when jessica alba played the role of Maya Graham on a tv series Flipper pinapalabas sa ABC5 every tuesday at 8pm.napansin ko lang siya nung sinabi niya na^i always dream to swim like the little mermaid^sabi ko oi... same kami...magaling magswim si jessica dun kaya idol ko to the max!!kaso until now im still wondering bakit di pa rin ako marunong lumangoy!!

9. i once got a perfect score on a surprise long test. i have no idea how that happened, i hate MATH!!!

10. my parents thought i was going to be a boy, and my name was supposed to be peter john

11. to draw and to paint...my frustration.!!sobra. masiyadong deep ako mag isip maraming bagay nasa isip ko at puso na gusto kong ipahiwatig sa pamamagitan ng aking mga hiwagang kamay sa pagamit ng simpleng papel at lapis lamang..i want to draw an angel who sleep like me.mag nga-nga og ng laway..ehehhehe...emagine lang. landscape, flowers, clouds with different colors, mother carrying a baby, a house with a lake, trees with falling leaves and with full of colors,my dream house, my piano,and i want to draw half naked petchie...and more...!!

12. happy or get depressed, ice cream lang ang katapat!!

13. when i was in grade school i used to play soccer that is why i have a big legs and i hate it!

14. i love to cook and i learned to bake chocolate moist cake when i was 12. i dream one day to owned a restaurant or bakeshop,or cakeshop. i always want to be passionate baker.yum.yum.yum.

15. i had a horrible boy cut back in grade school...my ultimate crush always teased and called me tomboy..most of my friends kala nila tombi ako..i was once so boyish.i am more comfortable wearing tshirts, loss pants and Rshoes.

16. i eat mangoes but don't drink mango juice....i love pasta in all forms,but spaghetti is the top on the list...

17. even if i have a lot of money i still choose to buy clothes at UKAY2x.

18. as a kid, i used to love to eat milo until now...in short bitokon...hehehee

19. i never went to any concert.

20. my nicknameS. my 2 kuyas called me ^teng^, kapit bahay called me ^petchay^ or chay, my friends called me petch, my sister and my cousin marj called me ^yaya^as in katulong kasi mga ate sila,,for fun lang daw...ok lang sa akin yon funny din naman..,but my cousin bobi called me yaya. bcoz one of the contestant from american next top model a sexy negra her name was YAYA..harsh noh!!negra talaga.! and my parents called LANGGA. now i have a new nickname. my 2 year old cousin baby joshua called me ^pati^.

21. i am a painfully shy and private person...

22. i still dream of working or studying abroad, if only for a short while.

23. i was once a "bad girl". very bad as in wicked!

24. when i was 17, i had a huge crush on a boy and i waited for him for four years to court me. even he was so in love with his gf im still hoping that someday he will be mine..i always sing this song waiting in vain by bob marley and i like the line of this song ^i dont wanna wait in vain for your love^ .and on my own song sang by leah salong..until my xbf came. naisip ko why should i wait for someone who i was actually invisible to him. dibuh tanga ko!!those times i learned that no matter how patiently you wait for that person when fate tells you that your not meant for each other there is nothing you can do with that but to let go....but honestly that boy has always a space in my heart.

25. i always want to be a wife and a mother...mmmmmmm...char lang!!!hehehhehe..


so many things to write 25 is not enough but to remain a little mysterious would be better...

waiting in vain

this 25 random things about me list. i sent this to my friends included

patrick, and its pretty obvious that i made this for him para papansin lang ako sa kanya, i just tried this baka magwork but i was actually wrong!it did not worked! every now and then i check his profile baka naka log in na siya. but this night i checked his file he was online a while ago but he just ignore my tag and never care about me at all.!! that was so sad but i expected it! i dont understand my self why i like soooo much!!and never tired of liking him...why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe his not the one for me and i give up!stop na!!it time to forget with that hope and move on!....

SA activity with the SEA DRAGON with me,carlo,kern,joy,rain,jeff,kay2x,nadine,and ben

we went to carnaval near nccc mall. i had no planned to ride the sea dragon. so scared, afraid of highs, but carlo was sooooo agressive and excited to ride, and everyone followed. carlo said just try, nothing will loss. gosh!!sa umpisa ang sarap....masaya...feeling pa ako masiyado i raised my arms.hehehehe.. tumatagal palakas na ng palakas....i screamed...!!dili nako!!i screamed TAMA NA!!!!! gosh grabeh talaga..!!and everyone was worried about of me they thought that im going to vomit or collapse..hahahahhaha. grabe!!hadlok kaayo murag mubugwa akong tinae!!! when i got home last night my knees and hands are still shaking..and when every time i imagine what had happened during riding on the sea dragon its still scares me..it seems like the dragon ate all my all energy.hehehee..anyway, tnx guyz...i had sooo much fun and that was an extreme experience!!at least some fear nabreak...pero di nako muosab..waaaaa.TAMA NA!!!kaulukuhan ni!